Confessions of a 20-something Drama Queen

Today is one of those days I just crave physical contact with someone, but I don’t know who and I only want physical contact with that person.

Makes it difficult when your mystery person has yet to reveal himself.

“We’re all mad here.”

I saw the best bumper sticker today.

“We’re all here because we’re not all there.”

There’s so much insanity going on right now, I don’t even know where to begin.  I haven’t used this thing in so long.  But I was told by HRulez to start using it again…so here we go :)

Nothing deep, really, just…

something different.

I saved something this week I almost lost.  And all it took was a phone call.  This whole situation is something entirely new to me, and I don’t know how to handle it most of the time.  I just like the sound of his voice on speaker…the way when I call I know he’s painting (Funny story, David: he went to SCAD). 

So say a prayer and let the good times roll….

:)

Floorset.

At midnight tonight.  till 9 in the AM.  This is gonna be fun :)

I need to use this more.  I have a lot of thoughts rolling around in my head and need a place to get them out.

-kt.

Kaiti says…..

cut a bitch, David.

No really, take that fat bitch out back and CUT her.

Love you. :)

your love is just so dangerous it should be a crime.

Every time I see him I fall for him more and more.  it’s all these little things that do it too.  i wanted to do anything else but leave his house tonight.  And I mean almost anything.  All I want to do right now is listen to the cure and mah and watch pirates of the caribbean 3 and…be with him.  it’s stupid.  i can’t help it, and i don’t want to.  you can’t make me :-P

David:

Love you.  but you know that.  You also know I’ll be here if you need me.

Let me know if you do.

I was gonna!

I was going to get on here and type something about how I really think I’m falling in love with this guy, but after reading David’s post, I can’t. 

There are so many things about the past I miss.  That part where I had no responsibilites, except to call my mom at midnight and tell her where I was, usually over at David’s.  I remember that 4th of July a year ago when I was on his back deck lighting off fireworks and swimming until my limbs couldn’t swim anymore.  Partaking in nasty-ass frozen margaritas no one else seemed to notice were absolutely disgusting.  Trying to eat enough food so his mom would stop saying “No one is eating anything!” 

And then a lot of other stuff happened between now and then.  I got new jobs, David moved away, and we both sorta grew up.  I love David, and I’m sure I always will.  We both have our own lives now, but I always want him to be a part of mine…even if he’s off in New York being a famous graphic designer.  You’re gonna help me with my first apartment, I hope you know that.  If I ever get it. 

People will always change.  But change is always temporary. 

-kt.