I was gonna!
I was going to get on here and type something about how I really think I’m falling in love with this guy, but after reading David’s post, I can’t.
There are so many things about the past I miss. That part where I had no responsibilites, except to call my mom at midnight and tell her where I was, usually over at David’s. I remember that 4th of July a year ago when I was on his back deck lighting off fireworks and swimming until my limbs couldn’t swim anymore. Partaking in nasty-ass frozen margaritas no one else seemed to notice were absolutely disgusting. Trying to eat enough food so his mom would stop saying “No one is eating anything!”
And then a lot of other stuff happened between now and then. I got new jobs, David moved away, and we both sorta grew up. I love David, and I’m sure I always will. We both have our own lives now, but I always want him to be a part of mine…even if he’s off in New York being a famous graphic designer. You’re gonna help me with my first apartment, I hope you know that. If I ever get it.
People will always change. But change is always temporary.
-kt.
